Redemption 01: Begininning of the End

llllight_01Hi to all,

Have you ever had a manipulative friend? A friend that when you realize that all they want to do is manipulate you they get angry and want to hurt you? Have you ever shared a body with that friend. No. Well I never thought I would be sitting here answering yes. This was not the beginning of the story. But it is the beginning of the end. The most juicy part if the story.

Who Are You?

For those of you who are familiar with my blog you will know who Gemini and Teepu are. Actually no you don’t. Scrap that. They, it seems are one in the same, or are they? What they are, what it is, I am trying to determine but also who am I. It seems my memories are coming flooding back. I would say they are the wrong ones but they are not. They can’t be, maybe I’m asking the wrong questions, looking for the wrong thing. Maybe the timing isn’t right. I get the feeling I have been hiding who I am from myself. Probably for very good reasons. Definitely for very good reasons if my memories are correct. Continue reading

Astral Projection 09: Little Help

lllmoon_01Hi to All,
Some more progress on the Astral Projection/OBE front. Before I start though. I would like to say that I’m sorry that I haven’t been posting that much lately but I have had lots on my plate. I do have over the drafts ready to be written as I have heaps I want to share but time to put them out is being taken up by some other exciting projects at the moment.

Bed Time

Okay so, It’s bed time and I am not even thinking I will try an AP. I get just on the other side of sleep and I think I’m still awake for some strange reason and as I lie there I get a message. He is showing me to lift my left arm by showing me lifting my elbow a few times. Then I get a signal for me to lift my left arm with an urge to move it. Continue reading

Astral Projection 08: Good Vibrations

lllAstral projection_08Hi to all,

Continuing with the Astral projection series I would like to report some fantastic news. Progress. As many of you already know I have dedicated myself to learning to astrally project and Lucid dream. I believe these two are different things and I have a separate definition for them. Finally after five and a half months, this morning I had a breakthrough.

Good Timing

I got a chance to have a lie down about 9am this morning so I thought that I would take the chance to try for an OBE. Recently the only chances I have had to try, have been in the evening before bed. All the research I have done on the subject suggests to me that whilst OBE’s can be done in the evening, this is not the opportune time to have them, especially for a beginner. It is suggested in pretty much every place I go for information, that the best time to try is after about five hours of sleep, (I had, had six.) and going back to ‘sleep’ after staying a wake for a short time. (Which I did.) I started my attempt about one hour after rising for my son who had slept in until 8am. (Happy day.)

lllAstral projection_05Guided Med

So I started my attempt with a guided meditation that uses binaral beats in the background to help with mind state. I skipped the relaxation part as I am now pretty good at relaxing fully and quickly when I concentrate. Although I relaxed easily, I kept failing the sleep tests my body was sending. For those of you know don’t know what these are I will explain.

When we want to have an OBE our body must fall asleep before our mind. Once this happens our body will go into what is called sleep paralysis mode which will stop us from being able to physically act out our dreams. To test if this can happen yet the body will send a signal to scratch, roll over or swallow to find out if the mind is asleep. If you ignore these signal your body gets heavy and numb and sleep paralysis begins. Well, I swallowed and scratched a lot, though I didn’t roll over.

I thought it would be a no go as usually I can at least remain still. The hour long guided meditation ran through and stopped, still nothing was happening and I kept swallowing, even coughing at times. When the mediation ended however I decided not to give up completely and I did not turn it back on. I remained as still as I could and tried to clear my mind. I am not sure if my mind got completely clear though because next thing I knew I was in a dream. Not quite a lucid one either.

The Dream

I was dreaming that I was working in some sort of newspaper that wrote about different sixth sense abilities. I introduced a girl that I can not remember the name of, to someone, but can not discern who. I introduced her as the Astral Projection writer. I think I said “This is ‘Blah’, she does Astral projection” then I remember thinking, “What is it that I would do here? I guess it would be channeling” Like I was deciding. Then my right astral arm lifted and it was like that made me snap into the vibrational stage.

My body was ‘buzzing’ all over. I tried to keep it going and probably got a good 15-30 seconds of vibration before it totally receded. I realized it was because I was coming out of the dream state, I was asking myself if this was the vibration of projection or the tingling associated with channeling. Then I realized I was loosing the vibrations and I tried to focus on them that bought them back for a bit, but I think I tensed up to try to control the vibrations instead of just letting them happen and they faded away. After that the phone rang and I had to get up.

Astral Movement

Before this I have had movement in my astral body before, kind of stretching, like I am made of water, rocking motions. Sometimes I feel like I have flipped upside down on my bed an am backwards in my body but only for a second. The same goes for dizziness, I get weird dizzy sensations but they only last for maybe a second and then they are gone. I realized though that these feeling never went anywhere because I am so out of control in that state that I immediately want it to stop, so it does. I try to make them last but I haven’t succeeded yet. It seems as though this is all movement with-in my body and this is why I hadn’t experienced the vibrations before. But I am certainly excited about my new progress and can’t wait to try again.

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Channeling 01: Tingles

lllguide_07Hi to all,

I am so excited. I have had my first external channeling experience I will explain it here, however, this post will probably not reach you for a few days as I am am working on a few other posts and there is one in particular that must come before this. But now that you are here let me tell you how it went.

I was sitting at my computer and noticed that my right brain was tingling. this was not the first time I had felt this tingling and I was unsure what it was and what it meant. The tingling felt a like like insects under my skull. This time it was distinctly over my right brain. ItĀ  is not the only place I have felt this tingling in the past it has been in the back, at the crown and on the left. Continue reading

lovelightlearn Quote #003

LLLQ_003Hi to all,

Here is today’s quote for the post on pre-lucid dreams. Today we are talking about false awakenings. I hope you enjoy. I will post a copy of the vlog for you here, below.

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You Can’t Separate Peace From Freedom

lllearth_036Here is today’s meme to go with the post on sixth senses. Toady we will talk about astral Projection and how we can develop and use this ability. Enjoy. Scroll down to get the video version of the post. xx

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