Redemption 01: Begininning of the End

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Have you ever had a manipulative friend? A friend that when you realize that all they want to do is manipulate you they get angry and want to hurt you? Have you ever shared a body with that friend. No. Well I never thought I would be sitting here answering yes. This was not the beginning of the story. But it is the beginning of the end. The most juicy part if the story.

Who Are You?

For those of you who are familiar with my blog you will know who Gemini and Teepu are. Actually no you don’t. Scrap that. They, it seems are one in the same, or are they? What they are, what it is, I am trying to determine but also who am I. It seems my memories are coming flooding back. I would say they are the wrong ones but they are not. They can’t be, maybe I’m asking the wrong questions, looking for the wrong thing. Maybe the timing isn’t right. I get the feeling I have been hiding who I am from myself. Probably for very good reasons. Definitely for very good reasons if my memories are correct. Continue reading

Ouija 05: The Transition.

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If you are just joining us you will want to catch the first four installments starting [HERE], then [HERE], [HERE] and [HERE]. Now I was communicating with Gemini regularly, but every time I would use an alphabet system, that is something similar to a Ouija board but I would draw them up myself, she would mostly barely talk to me. Her standard response was B-Y-E. I had many conversations in this board-like format with in the last five years. Not all of them were Gemini.

Gemini

The male aspect of Gemini would also talk to me and at the time I actually thought there were four separate entities speaking to me on the board. There wasn’t. This is where the tests began. [CLICK FOR INFO ON THE TESTS] There were in fact only two entities talking to me. Gemini although two consciousness’ is the same entity. I should have been able to tell them apart and I began to. That wasn’t the problem. I could feel the difference between the two consciousness’ what I couldn’t seem to feel was the similarities. I had no Idea at the time that I was still speaking to Gemini despite the change from feminine to masculine energy. Continue reading

Ouija 03: The Aftermath

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If you are just joining us you will want to read the start of the story [HERE] and [HERE]. Okay  Now this is where a few of my other posts also come into the time line. Strange things were happening like the [SPIRITS IN THE PICTURES] & [MEETING GEMINI]. At this point I tried the [SPIRITUAL CLEANSING] but this was not the only place that I went for help. I read books and even took a trip to my old ‘Born Again Christian Church’ hoping they could help rid me of what I had done.

What was it that I’d done? Well  at that point I didn’t know. All I knew was that my body wasn’t only mine. It tried to and was sometimes successful at moving with out me. I couldn’t leave my hands on cups and mugs or other light items such as paper as they would move with out my consent. I woke up in the middle of the night because my left hand was sliding across the bed without me. If this is scaring you, it should. Something other than myself was in my body and I had opened a doorway that I could not seem to shut. Continue reading

Ouija 02: Escaping the board

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Okay, so if you’re just joining me you may want to read the lead up to this one [HERE]. Now it was happening the same way each time and although there was not a lot going on, on the board, it was enough to keep us interested, especially me. I hadn’t expected anything to happen for me on the board so I pushed to to see if we could get more. Gemini constantly blocked the board to stop anything from getting through. I had no Idea at the time that the “ghost” that she had spoken of was making consistent psychic attacks on me. The strong pull I felt toward using the board was caused also by this spirit’s strong desire to affect me.

Things could have gone so incredibly wrong here and I thought that they had. It started like a normal session only this day I had thought we had, had a break through. The disc had varied from the usual ‘Gemini’, ‘White’, ‘Blue’ responses. The disc slid to the word ‘Take’. A Psychic Circle has a lot more on it than a usual Ouija board including words, symbols and colors. When it rested on the word I started to feel vibrations going up my arm. I could feel that something was being given to me and it scared me quite a bit. My curiosity overrode that fear however and instead of taking my fingers off the disc I told what ever that had moved the disc and was offering these vibrations that I only want it if it was good and positive. It did not move. The vibrations continued. I repeated my conditions. Continue reading

Ouija 01: The Sessions

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Okay so I don’t think I will get this into one post so there may be a few of this series as well. Back to the past and I was about 20 years old I was living in a town house. I spent about a year or so experimenting with a Psychic Circle that my friend had lent me. He lived with his parents and we really couldn’t do anything there. The first thing you should know is that before even trying a Ouija board, I actually did believe that it could be used for communication with the unseen. I also believed that one shouldn’t mess with something they knew nothing about.

The 180

For some reason I had come to feel differently at this time, thinking that nothing would happen. I remember thinking, “Nothing exciting ever happens to me. I bet you this will be a bust.” A friend bought around a ‘Psychic Circle’. I remember at this point I actually promised myself that I wouldn’t do it in my house and I wouldn’t do them alone. I did both. Continue reading

Spiritual Cleansing: Kicking Out Ghosts

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So if you’ve been following the story you may have read The Spiritual Journey Thus Far, and/or Spirits in the Pictures. So there is some weird stuff happening to me and in my house and I thought that I would do a blessing on the house. Well not me but a friend and her sister. They come from a very spiritually aware family and have had experience with these sort of things. The first thing that we did was get my friend to come and ‘feel’ the house. At first there was nothing of significance. She confirmed that there was something there but could feel little about any detail.

The Board

She then touched the Ouija board. She began to spontaneously cry. She said that what ever was trying to come through on the board was extremely sad. That was all that we found out that night. She didn’t really want to stay. She returned a few nights later with her sister to help cleanse the house, she blessed every door and window. We took the disc that we were using on the Psychic Circle and we were going to burn it.

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Spirits in the Pictures

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I wanted to talk about one of the more obscure experiences I’ve had. I mentioned it briefly in my first post “The Spiritual Journey Thus Far”.  I had been experimenting with Ouija boards, in particular the psychic circle. My third eye was opened and I experienced some things that even up until today I can not explain. The most bizarre was something that I’ve never even heard of before.

The Walls Have Eyes

Have you ever felt like the pictures on your wall were watching you. I have. I used to feel that way a lot as I was growing up. Then when my third eye opened up I could actually see the eyes watching me. It is so hard to explain. When I looked at a picture I could see that someone was watching me from behind the eyes. There is a distinct difference between looking into the eyes of a human being and seeing them looking back at you and looking into the eyes of a picture and seeing no life at all.

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