When I first accepted Gemini and started working with her it wasn’t like it is now. I seemed to always be in some sort of ‘test’. She wouldn’t tell me anything and when I asked her things, more often than not she would reply simply by telling me to protect myself. I will be honest with you. I was frustrated. I figured “What is the use of having a spirit guide if they only ever guide me in one thing. I know, I know, protect myself.” It was very much like the ‘Karate Kid’ movie, I realize now. That white light of protection became my ‘wax on, wax off’.
At the time I had no idea that although she was here to guide me, Gemini was not allowed to give me information that may influence my decisions in any way. I had to find things on my own. I had to determine first what I believed. Gemini can only work with those truths that I had already chosen to believe myself. If I chose to believe something that wasn’t true, she could not tell me. At first, this very much sucked. I am grateful for it though because at times of doubt I knew that I was still in control of my life and that my spiritual journey was my own. Continue reading