If you are just joining us you will want to read the start of the story [HERE] and [HERE]. Okay Now this is where a few of my other posts also come into the time line. Strange things were happening like the [SPIRITS IN THE PICTURES] & [MEETING GEMINI]. At this point I tried the [SPIRITUAL CLEANSING] but this was not the only place that I went for help. I read books and even took a trip to my old ‘Born Again Christian Church’ hoping they could help rid me of what I had done.
What was it that I’d done? Well at that point I didn’t know. All I knew was that my body wasn’t only mine. It tried to and was sometimes successful at moving with out me. I couldn’t leave my hands on cups and mugs or other light items such as paper as they would move with out my consent. I woke up in the middle of the night because my left hand was sliding across the bed without me. If this is scaring you, it should. Something other than myself was in my body and I had opened a doorway that I could not seem to shut.
Now when we see this sort of stuff in movies it is always the Christian Church, in specific a priest that drives out the ‘demon’ So I went to a church that I knew had some spiritual power as I had gone there as a child. I reacted badly to the atmosphere. What ever was inside me wanted to go and kept trying to turn my head to look at the door. I figured it was a bad thing that was inside me and it was reacting to the presence of God. I was wrong.
There was something there that day, many people were blessed and ‘fell’ in fact at one point the entire congregation cracked up into roaring laughter, moved by the ‘spirit’. But this was not where I was to find my salvation, the more they laughed the more I wanted to cry, and I did. After the sermon I went to ask for help from the staff, pastors and such. They blessed me again but this didn’t help. I left with out gaining what I was looking for. I was extremely disappointed and I realized that Churches didn’t have the power that they claimed and could only take you so far along your spiritual journey.
The last straw was one day a mug moved under my hands with out consent and usually my reaction to it was to physically stop the item from moving. This day I let it keep going, I turned to the middle of the room and let out a stern “Watch It!” the mug stopped in it’s tracks. From this day forward I had control of the things that moved under my hands and it didn’t attempt to move anything else for a very long time.
My body had less and less pull towards things and stopped trying to move with out me for quite a while also. It made me believe at the time that they had the same cause but they didn’t. Was I possessed? Not in the conventional sense of the word but yes. Luckily for me what had asked me to ‘take’ that day was my spirit guide. She has a limited control of my body and now that I understand more of what is going on her movements are understood and welcomed, but for a long time I fought them.
Now like I said if this scares you it should, but the scariest part for me is that I very recently found out why Gemini did what she had done. She had never planned for this to happen and it was not meant to be a part of my journey but I did not know that I was under psychic attack at the time, had been for a while and still am at the moment. What attacks me wanted in. I was as I said in earlier posts, drawn to the board by it. Gemini threw herself on the grenade so to speak and got there first. She made sure to give me a good little scare to keep me away from the board. The things that move under my hands though are caused by the same phenomenon used to power the movement on the board. They are not Gemini and not good. I still don’t quite understand how they happen and why I don’t need a board.
I would love to tell you that I was a good smart little girl and that I never touched the board again. It is not true though. It called me back a few times, but I’ll leave those stories for another day. How I got from there to here is still a long way and fifteen years progress.
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- Ouija 01: The Sessions (lovelightlearn.wordpress.com)
- The Spiritual Journey Thus Far (lovelightlearn.wordpress.com)
- Ouija 02 – Escaping the board (lovelightlearn.wordpress.com)
- Spirit Guide 01: Meeting Gemini (lovelightlearn.wordpress.com)
- Spiritual Cleansing: Kicking Out Ghosts (lovelightlearn.wordpress.com)
- Receiving the Holy Spirit Part 1: Don’t Play with Ouija Boards Kids: All spirits are not the same. (arifry.wordpress.com)
- Ouija Board Nightmare (nissigallery.wordpress.com)
- Spirits in the Pictures (lovelightlearn.wordpress.com)